Close your Eyes5:50 PM
Monday, February 16, 2009
In going back to something that meant so much to you but you'd lost it in recent years.
I find that nothing ever changes, when its in your heart, its in there, always, and when that sword was pushed through Angels heart, when he woke, that was one of the single most heartbreaking moments in my entire life.
Yes its a TV show, yes they are highly fictional characters, yes it all never really happened.
Yet i have come to realize that like many other people i've lived my life through this show, my worst years were accompanied by vampires, zombies and demons as well as the most unconventional love to apparently exist, a Love that was so epic that still there are many people out there that wish for the same [and No offense Twilighters but Buffy and Angel win hands down against Edward and Bella, it hardly needs to be said even!]
eh i don't even know why i write these pointless posts, i start out knowing exactly what i want to say and somewhere near the middle it turns to muddled mess and i completely forget what i was doing...its like a metaphor for my life!
I start out knowing exactly who i am and half way along i lose it all to hell.
Please please please
tell me there's a point in all this!
I miss being able to bury my life in Sunnydale
P.s Listening to Pain by Four Star Mary = <3
ALSO People listen to 'Wild Horses by The Sundays..it will change your life!
A self confessed Nerd studying Photography and Graphic Design.
